That was bad; I shouldn't have done that to prevent you from entering a catatonic state am I going to maintain a calm facial expression with crinkly eyes and an overall friendly demeanor believe in a human being that is not upset believe if you are working I should not be insaner upset--why am I ever insane or upset and not working?I vacuumed the entire house this morning cleaned the kitchen and the computer room and I made you a meat helmet with computer paper the opportunity for change exists in each moment, all moments are alone and separate from other moments, and there are a limited number of moment sand the idea of change is a delusion of positive or negative thinking your hands are covering your face and your body moves like a statue when I try to manipulate an appendage if I could just get you to cry tears of joy one more time