You know we talked about where people go when they die. I just believe you go someplace and I have seen her Latin there, and I thought maybe she wouldn't go to heaven because, you know, I thought she wouldn't, and I thought about God forgiven people and I thought about if I could ask God to forgive me for killing that son of a bitch because you and me both know I ain't sorry for it and I reckon this sounds ignorant, but I didn't want to be forgiven if she wasn't. I didn't want to do or be nothing that she wasn't like going to heaven or anything like that.