It hurts that I was just one page in the book of your life… But what hurts more is knowing you’ll revise that chapter someday….….. And you’ll erase me completely.

— Ranata Suzuki

It is the deepest of wrongs I am driven to write…. And losing you was one of them.

— Ranata Suzuki

I try to do something positive – I socialize more… But deep down I know the truth. An entire world of people can never replace the one that I’ve lost.

— Ranata Suzuki

It’s difficult for me to imagine the rest of my life without you. But I suppose I don’t have to imagine it... I just have to live it

— Ranata Suzuki

It’s funny how we say a person ‘made’ us when they actually broke us. Sort of like how I say ‘funny’... but I actually mean sad.

— Ranata Suzuki

It’s just never going to get any easier is it. It’s never going away, this missing you. Furthermore, it’s going to become a sadness I incorporate into myself – along with all the other sadness – and quietly carry around with me forever…

— Ranata Suzuki

It’s painful, loving someone from afar. Watching them – from the outside. The once familiar elements of their life reduced to nothing more than occasional mentions in conversations and faces changing in photographs….. They exist to you now as nothing more than living proof that something can still hurt you … with no contact at all.

— Ranata Suzuki

It’s the intricate details you miss the most. For me, it’s the soft lines around the eyes when he smiles… Or that look he gave me sometimes that I cannot begin to describe - but I would know it if I saw it again. It was the look that gave him away. I’d know that look anywhere… It used to be my everything.

— Ranata Suzuki

It’s times like this…. When it’s over a year later, and I’m still crying over you that I want to turn to you and say: See…. This is why I asked you never to kiss me.

— Ranata Suzuki

I've never been the most important person to anybody - not even myself.

— Ranata Suzuki