Every choice I have ever made after you existed has been dependent on exactly how close I can have you next to mean how long I can get you to stay.

— Ava

Everyone is in a hurry and things are always disappearing, and I am always left standing here--alone, waiting for the things that stay.

— Ava

I am changing and I am loving change.

— Ava

I am learning that when love wants to stay it will stay.I am learning that when love wants to go it will go.

— Ava

I am not a jealous person, but when I am with you, the thought of someone else pulling your attention away from me kills me a little inside each time.

— Ava

I am soft again. There is water, and it surrounds me. There is feeling and I can feel it.I am awake and alive and swollen and heavy with love.I am changing and I am loving change.

— Ava

I do not know how to live tepidly.I was never built to fit in.I live by my sou land my soul is insane.

— Ava

I feel everything.I do not know how to unfeeling to not feels to stop the sun.

— Ava

I know it all ends the same, but I was interested in seeing how you would break my heart.

— Ava

I let you love me.I let you take care of me.I let you do things to men one was allowed to do before.

— Ava