Alexis Hall

I was the climber of a sheer cliff, dragging myself on bleeding hands towards a summit that I'd never reach and sometimes didn't want to reach. The things I cared about were the hooks I'd driven into the rock face. Depression snapped them, one by one, one by one. My only certainty was the fall.

Alexis Hall

Kink crowds are the same the world over. The good ones are already taken, the hot ones only talk to each other, and everyone else is desperate.

Alexis Hall

Life is so full of rough edges - small tasks and expectations that scratch you bloody and remind you that you're naked and alone.

Alexis Hall

Love doesn't just go away when it becomes inconvenient.

Alexis Hall

My cock actually sort of staggers like a punch-drunk boxer who doesn’t know when to stay down.

Alexis Hall

My dominant (no pun intended) discourse seems to be needy as fuck.

Alexis Hall

Pain was simply an inevitability of living, and I had to learn how to trust him with his own, as I trusted him with mine.

Alexis Hall

Sometimes I thought about killing myself. The idea of it circled my head, shining and lovely like a tinsel halo. How beautiful it would be if everything could just stop. If I could stop. If I didn't have to feel like this. Yes, I thought about it and thought about it, but I was too exhausted to do anything about it. That should have been funny, right?

Alexis Hall

Thank you," I said bravely, dropping the syllables cleanly, like marbles, and secretly full of the most pathetic pride imaginable. I had spoken to strangers.

Alexis Hall

The future is terrifying because it's full of stuff, not because it's empty.

Alexis Hall

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